My Blogging frequency has been cut down to 6 times a year?

well at least im not the kind who 'blogs' everyday with unsubstantial "i love you , you love me" entries. So you can be sure that my entries are never 'empty'.

SO ..just a few things to clear out of my mind.
Presence, or better known as 'attendance' is really subjective.
If i cant be where you want me to be, its NEVER because i dont want to
(this is general , not personally 'dedicated' to anyone)
Its because of sacrifices that i have to make, be it because i have my own responsibilities to attend to or because im not there to give place to someone else.
(and that someone else better show some gratitude for god's sake)
note: i dont really like to use god's name in vain but seriously, for GOD's SAKE!

Lately , ive been sensing alot of ingratitude, not because i feed on gratitude but its only fair, humane and not to mention pro-karma for an individual to be grateful.
Lets face it, who doesnt appreciate being appreciated?

Its human nature to take each other for granted.I guess it boils down to "do unto others what you want others to do unto you" or simply "love thy neighbour"

If i have to be there just to appease others, i might just confuse myself. Am i being selfish?or sacrificial?or both? either way, it seems to me, for NOW that 'most good deed goes unnoticed'
i rather be Square than be There.Figuratively speaking(pun unintended)

"guilty feet ain't got no rythm"-george michael, Careless whisper